17 September 2014

out of sight, out of mind


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A few photos that never made it to the blog. I haven’t been taking (or asking the bf to take) photos lately and I haven’t been out much recently. It is embarrassing to admit it, but there is a certain someone in our circle of friends which I try to avoid as much as possible. Even if it means I am the one who has to stay home. Better home on a Saturday night than in the company of someone I despise. It annoys me endlessly that I am affected by this person. I simply can’t stand being in the same room together, even if we don’t say a word to each other. I guess that not speaking actually makes matters worse. And the funny thing is, there is no reason for us not to speak at all, I guess it is a case of mutual dislike. I’ve met people whom I disliked before of course, however this one is different, more personal. And I don’t understand how others can stand such a selfish, self centred, untrustworthy person. This one basically goes against all my values, it hurts to watch no matter how much I’ve tried to ignore it. I wish a could be fake, but whatever goes into my head basically surfaces on my face and there’s no way around it. Hopefully one day I will be able to be mature enough and get over it, but for now I will stay away as much as possible. Am I a woman or a mouse, you might ask? I prefer to see things from the “out of sight, out of mind” kind of angle.


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